You Scare Me

YOU. scare me.

Your honesty, and willingness to tell me things most would shy away from,

THAT scares me.

With every spoken word of honesty, i have less and less of a reason to question what you say to me.

You are one of the few people, who is good with honesty.

Your eyes are untelling, a murky brown 

Black to those who don't care enough to take a second look.

The first time I looked into them, I knew you were dangerous.., 
..but i liked it.

So murky, I can't tell what lies behind them.

It is so intriguing, like a curtin leading into a dark room.

...Always been afraid of the dark..

I hate the dark, but strangely..., I want to walk in.

My state becomes more and more trance-like the closer I get.

Will I be able to navigate in the darkness?

Your smile is so easy, the corners of your lips curve up with such simplicity...

It tugs at my soul ever so slightly, making me long for you.. and I find myself being mesmerized by your presence.

I breathe in real deep and let the comfortablity ur smile has created allow me to be myself.

All of these things, are weapons that you could use against me, 

artillerary for -you-...., the enemy to fight me with...

unknowingly I will become a soldier in ur army, adhering to your commands, 

to love you..

want you...

need you....

-be with you-..

-all- of these things, unknowingly,

Your demeanor makes it hard for anyone to say no.

It is so dominating and passive at the same time.

You are the definition of the calm before the storm.

And i'm feeling so uneasy..

Right now its great. But will I be swept away in a disaster?

In my world, not all storms are violent,

but you never know...

Good liars, have to be good honest people first..

The Reason Why...

You scare me.