Friday, January 15, 2010

He hit me with the "How do you feel about me"

...and this is what I told him.

Okay, so you asked me to write...and i'm writing. How I feel about you is the question you asked me...and its crazy because I got all tongue twisted and nervous...couldn't speak the words you are about to read for some reason...but i'll write. Good call babe...So i think you already have a hint about this but i like you a lot. You're diffeent in every sense of the word because if someone were to ask me to paint a picture of the guy capable of making me feel this way...I wouldn't have painted you...but that's not a bad thing. Its catching me off guard a lil bit. I do see myself being
 -with- you. But there are still some thngs about you that I am unsure of. Basically, my feelings for you are strong, you make my mind work, you challenge me to be on my toes all the time,  yet for the most part I am confortable around you...I just have a hard time letting myself like you too much because its scary to me that I can't figure you out...so i don't know what I'm getting myself into.


Being vulnerable is one of the hardest things for me to be if not THE hardest thing. He just got a little taste when I hit that send button...hopefully he appreciates it...its crucial that he appreciates it.


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