Ps. I'm Weird.

Ps. I am slowly comming to the realization that being wierd is not a bad thing at all. There are other wierd people out there. All wanting mental stimulation as I do. The things I do no doubt can be considered wierd and I feel as though the people 'they" see is someone I have carefully constructed and molded to cover my true essence for fear that I am not normal. But if there are two things that I am slowly comming to the realization of it is that I am both wierd and ready to show my true personality and do things because they are pleasing to me above all else. Als, it seems to be that in my mind I am destined for some sort of greatness and all of the confusion I've been feeling of late are here temporarlily. I WILL BE GREAT. If I could write for the rest of my life, I really do feel like I would be content. 


It has been right in front of my face my whole life. I am not normal. Its taken me this long to turn around and stare this fact in the face. I just hope it doesn't take me as long to figue out just exactly what this weirdness means. For now, I am going to EMBRACE MY WEIRDNESS.




Maybe my fear of embracing myself however wierd I may be stems from the idea that maybe I won't like myself. But honestly, I don't like myself being afraid to be the person that I truly am. Because being afraid to be the person you truly are is probably the worst feeling ever.